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Well...the Georgia thing didn't work out.

Bu I did accomplish my goal of moving out.

1. I moved to Alabama!

2. And I am married. (A goal I never thought I'd hit.)

Okay in order:

1. On October 9th I left my house early afternoon. I had packed two suitcases so full that they almost burst. I had a blanket pillow and my favorite stuffed wolf that I couldn't bare to leave behind. I had my three tickets in my hand, and I climbed in the front seat of my mom's car for the last time. She drove straight there, no stopping, and she stood there until an hour later they called my bus. I boarded the bus, with her crying and texting and trying to call. I just waved bye. (You can't understand why I barely felt emotion. Random journal posting of how bad it was would never give you the full berth of that house and the people in it)

I stayed on that bus then transferred, then transferred after a four hour layover, and then at 11:00am I saw him. I was so nervous I could barely look at him. After a while we got in the car, and I have to say there has been something missing from every kiss I've ever had.

Fireworks.

But when he took my head gently in his hand and placed his lips to mine, I wanted to melt into a puddle of goo on the floor.

So I'm here now. We stayed in a hotel for a while, and then moved in with his in-laws, which are awesome people. We're here til Jan and then we get our own apartment.

2. On October 13th I got married. The funniest part? My one month anniversary fell on a Friday...only I can achieve that :lol: I married the perfect guy. A lot of women say that, but I know I did, yah sure he has he faults (Contradicts the perfect I know xD) But he cares for me when I'm sick, taking a day off of school to rub my back as I was puking up water for sickly sakes! He gives into me and brushes my hair, and even when I'm being the biggest dork I can be he holds me and calls me adorable. We have the same ideals to raise kids (not yet!); he wants to go old with me. Perfect enough for me!

Anyways. I do miss my buddies, but still talk to them; I miss Florida a bit, but not my family. I LOVE THE LANDSCAPE AROUND HERE!!!

As will be evident in the next few deviantart posts you will see. I will be deleting some old devations, ones that are doubles, sound the same or are some "too much emo"

Have a nice day!

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I.AM.MOVING.

3 min read
THIS IS SO COOL!!!!! </b>

I.
AM.
MOVING.

OUT.
OF.
THIS.
FUCKING.
HOUSE.

:dance: :dance: :dance: :dance: :dance: :dance: :dance: :dance:

I'm moving up to Georgia !!! With my eldest sister. June 1st. So I may be offline for a while, although not many people will take notice of this. xD But even THAT doesn't faze me. My sis is driving all the way down from Georgia, getting a hotel and picking my up on that monday. And she isn't leaving without me. If my dad likes it or not. Which means depends on how my dad reacts when I actually tell him is if the police will be called. Cause he is the type that will not allow me to leave the house after he has been informed. And sis already said "They're going to look at me like I'm crazy, but he can't hold you."

I've been waiting for this day since I was 13. :dance: :dance: Away from a screaming dad and a controling grandmother. It'll be kinda sad to leave friends behind, exspecially the ones I just met this year, but I have all of their phone numbers and addresses. Plus I'll be closer to two VERY good friends of mine. One that might read this journal xD.

Before the 20th of this month I have to get everything off my computer, like the bookmarks and the files, cause this is "Dad's computer" No matter if it was my birthday present. So I pretty much want to leave him with nothing. The 20th I'm going to get some suitcases and sneaking them into the house. Yes, I have to sneak them. Then I'm going to pack all my small stuff. Then the 23 Imma go through ALL of my clothes. The 25th I'm going to go through the entire room, and mum's room taking everything I want to bring, including 12 stuffed animals and assorted pillows xD. I like soft. -nods-

Otherwise the morning/day/night I leave...

Imma leave my room the giant mess it is now. >:) All those years of screamed at for just a tiny mess I'm going to make it so they wished they keep their mouth's shut! I realize I am passive-aggressive with a taste of revenge xD Although I am going to try and shove every little thing that is apart of me into those suitcases. And if sis does end up having to come with police I can haul a lot more stuff out. BIGGER stuff. Although the sad thing is that I have nothing I really want. Or nothing that can't go into storage.

Now you see why I'm eager to leave.

WISH ME LUCK PLEASE xD!!
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READ THIS. :{

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Okay I am BEYOND PISSED OFF.

Last week a 16-year old boy was gunned down after being robbed, right outside my school.

Now B.A isn't the best place, neither is the neighborhood, but if you spent ANY time there you'd know we are the "scapegoat" for the news. I go there since ninth grade and I have never felt like I was endangered in my own school.

But these are some of the comment I read on the story:

"What kind of school talent show ends at 1 a.m.?????????"  

"I heard it was a drug deal gone bad."

"Those Jamaicans are at it again."

"Po Po Missa Smiff! He don't dserve no sh-it like diss 2 happin. Maybe he can bee a rappa in hevin o hell o where evva he be goin!"  

"Will someone explain to me why our tax dollars are being spent on school events like this one? No more excuses school board. Get your priorities straight! I'm sure some attorney will swear that the only reason this boy was killed was because he was attending a school sponsored event. How much will this law suit cost us? Thanks guys, great job."

"Where was the school police for this function? There sounds like more to the story here."

"Only in Broward County. How disgusting!"

"Yay !!! Why do you think we call them animals?"


And someone made fun of a boy for his typing about his lost friend.


...


OH PISS ME THE FUCK OFF WHY DON'T YOU!?


I mean those ignorant asses! I can't stand people like that who open their mouths and don't know a damn thing that comes out! So I wrote them a comment of my own >:]


"Christ people! I GO TO B.A and half of your comments stem from so much ignorance it isn't funny anymore! "Only in Broward County" Uh-huh do not go around acting like your county doesn't have a crime rate. Almost every comment on here is a bunch of racist crap! And OUR talent show ends at 1am because we have great talent that all of you refuse to see because it's "beneath you" get your heads out of your asses! Plus if it was someone else not from that part of town you all would be ranting and raving about how, "He cooperated why'd he have to die?"

And you "Jamaicans are at it again." You ignorant lil thing! You don't even know the RACE of the person gunned down. And as for no police there, they don't care one bit about that side of town! I'm in the drama club and we have to PAY for one to come. And since you all are helping voting to cut our funds we can't afford it!

Another thing, to make fun of someone whose friend just died, is an insult! How dare you? What if someone came and shot your mother's brains out, and the cop made fun of your sad, pathetic weeping at his feet? You wouldn't like that much would you?!

And why can't we spend YOUR tax dollars on something that makes school better and bring us closer! Most of these kids have to go back to bad homes and the street because you refuse to offer anything, sitting in your tightwad house up in a gated community! What do YOU think they should be spent on? Oh wait, I already know, the brick fence built around our school, the fences to direct us everywhere, like we're some project gone wrong for you!

We are not animals, we are kids, just because you do not want to see us doesn't mean we do not deserve respect and love. I am proud to say that I come from B.A, I come from BROWARD county."
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GAMED

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I'm tired xD Been staying up to late lately. But I can't help it.

I must admit now :

I AM ADICTED TO WIZARD 101.COM

:giggle: :giggle:

I'm good at it and now my mom actually paid for a subscribiton so I'm beyond happy. Granted most of the people on there are like 13/15 I still have fun. xD

For some reason recently I've been listening to screamo/scene bands :O_o: I just took a nap so it's kinda funny hearing them screaming in my ears. I wonder how they do it without busting out their voice boxes?

I'm still content from a shower. Still got that squeaky clean feeling so I really don't want to get on an im and ruin it by trying to be with someone. I really hate impressing people. Anyways.

Bye xD
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:fork: :fork: :fork: :fork: :fork: :fork: :fork: :fork: :fork: :fork:

I am so pissed off right now. I and my dad -not proper English but I refuse to put his name first- just had a fight over breakfast.

B-R-E-A-K-F-A-S-T.

GAH! He likes to go to macdonald's and on occasion I like to too. This morning I was go for it.

At first he asks me and grandma if we wanted it, or want him to come back and make it. Then right after that he goes, "I'll come back and make it, save some money."

ER. Grandma convinces him to go out.  So he does, and automatically starts to order FOR me. I don't like the biscuts from them, they taste weird. So I DIDN'T WANT ANY. I was going to ask for what I normal get -Bagel- They gooooooodddddddd!  Anyways. I told him I didn't want it. -he was only getting it cause it was cheap.-

I didn't WANT IT. So he starts screaming about how I will "Like what he gets"
"I will get it and like it" :stfu:

Then when I guess our yelling went on for too long for him to care about he busts out with "Why do you have to be different?!" "You don't HAVE TO BE DIFFERENT!"

-Sensitive ears watch out-

LISTEN UP MOTHERFUCKER! I AM DIFFERENT! IF YOU KNEW A THING ABOUT ME YOU WOULD KNOW THAT! INSTEAD OF TEARING ME DOWN FOR LIKING DIFFERENT THINGS AND BEING MY OWN PERSON WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ACCEPT IT! THIS ISN'T THE FIRST TIME YOU'VE DONE IT AND IF YOU'D KNOWN A FUCKING THING ABOUT ME YOU'D KNOW EVERYTIME I EVER </B> HAD BREAKFAST FROM THERE I'VE ORDERED THAT. AND I MEAN EVER YOU FUCKING BITCH! I HATE YOU!

-sensitive ears done-

There you go. I order the same thing EVERY time. No difference, if he paid attention he'd notice.

:pissed:
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